Day 38: Nightmare January 10, 1862

I woke up in the middle of the night, I have to write this down its very scary and I hope it doesnt come true. I woke up, tossing and turning in bed. I woke up and lit a candle. The dream was that I was sittin in the snow, and all of a sudden I see many people marching in a row. They were comin towards me, it was soldiers...but soldiers for what? where were they going? All of a sudden as im looking, someone else is coming towards these soldiers, who were they? what do they want? why are they here? I made out faces, Peter....then a couple rows back were my brothers, followed by Tyler. Were they being sent off to war? I believe so, these other people were coming to attack! Right in front of my eyes, people shot down second by second. The row of my brothers came, I screamed! NO NO DONT SHOOT! No one could here me and it was too late. Gone, gone in an instant....they were shot by people in the gray uniforms....can this possibly relate to anything in the war? Is this a real battle and its repeating? Wake up Beth! Wake up! thats all I could hear from my conscience. This better not come true..

~Beth